I've been in a pretty okay mood about all of this... but this morning I feel really discouraged and down.
This morning God impressed this verse on my heart:
"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30